I told myself I wouldn't email him again...

I told myself I wouldn't email him so I'm not.  Tonite I read all of our emails that date back to some time in 2004/2005.  It was interesting to see part of my life.  It brought back alot of emotions.  Sadly, the emails them self did properly display my entire year.  I had so many amazing things happen that sadly were never brought up in the emails.  It makes me feel horrible to see how I treated someone, but at the same time it's mainly how he viewed me.

I don't understand how someone can say so many words time after time, criticizing someone yet they still want to be with them.  They still have that initial burning flame.  Someone who tried to put on a positive outlook just to be turned down time and time again.  I've gone through so much since being in college and lot of it has been mental.

I don't understand how some people who have been through so much can still go out there and put 110% while others who haven't are still scared to even try and fly.

Summertime

I am moving into an apartment one week.  So exciting.  It's been really crazy and hectic and stressfull recently.  Can't wait for the summer.  I am working at Outback Steakhouse now.  Finally got a job.  Hooray!  I am doing summer school, Fall 2008, and then graduating in December.  Wonderful and scary all at the same time.

Summer 08: Here I Come

A New Year, A New Me

Currently Watching Failure to Launch (Full Screen Edition) By Matthew McConaughey, Sarah Jessica Parker, Zooey Deschanel, Justin Bartha, Bradley Cooper see related

hi, everyone.  it's been awhile.  I've been sitting back in life lately.  doing some self evaluations and observing characteristics of others.  I still amaze myself.

Currently Listening Wicked (2003 Original Broadway Cast) By Stephen Schwartz, Kristin Chenoweth, Idina Menzel see related

Summer Sweet Summer

I am home for the summer.  I am rather excited to be home for the summer.  I am rather excited to be done with my roommate.  I am rather excited for the summer.  A brother retreat in June.  National Convention in July.  Harry Potter.  Justin Timberlake.  Johnny Depp.  PIRATES!  OH MY!  Trying to get up to New York.

I have a job!  Not at Jungle Rapids!  It's at Consolidated Theatres in Mayfaire.  I'm excited.  Free movies.  And this summer is going to be a blockbuster!  Pirates!  Evan Almighty!  The twins!

Currently Listening Begin to Hope By Regina Spektor see related